tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89735060817769955702024-02-20T11:31:57.359-08:00Trina's Wellness & Healing TipsI am an energy sensitive person & I LOVE the healing world and sharing my knowledge of it. This blog is a place for all to come to learn about healing, essential oils, and everything in between! Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.comBlogger73125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-47528289495948892442012-07-30T14:16:00.003-07:002012-07-30T14:16:36.960-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-63910842679602433502012-07-30T13:56:00.001-07:002012-07-30T13:56:18.926-07:0012 Laws of Karma<br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">#1: LAW OF NEUTRALITY</span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">Just as the "Law of Gravity" always
works to pull things toward the Earth, these "Laws of Karma" apply to
all equally, no exceptions. The universe is neutral: there are no favorite
ones, there are no cursed ones, there are only divine beings created by God and
all these divine beings are loved by God equally, deeply, and completely.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">#2: LAW OF AGREEMENT<o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">The most terrible truth that anyone will ever
learn while they are on Earth is… that they agreed to come here and to
experience all that has, is, and will happen to them. The universe operates
under this simple rule: all that happens is by prior agreement based on karmic
justice between all the parties involved.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">We are born to learn what is right and what is
wrong and to act on these beliefs. In the worlds of duality, we learn from
experiencing polar opposites: "good-bad",
"problem-solution", etc. until we evolve into higher levels of consciousness;
learn divine love, joy, and awareness. We walk the divine circle - where there
is no saint without a past and no sinner without a future - until we learn our
lessons.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">What you have done unto others in your life
(cause), weaves the karmic agreement of your present and future (effect).
Consciously acting from loving kindness to yourself and others instantly
reweaves the present and future karmic agreements into greater pathways of
empowerment and opportunities.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">The point of learning lessons is to achieve
balance. What you bring hate to, you are presented with, this is how balance is
achieved: For you can only truly understand a thing when you become that thing
and cease to judge it, cherish unloving opinions, or harbor unrealistic
expectations about it. When we become ill we aren’t to curse it or hate it that
only feeds the negative energy, we are to learn from it, thank the pain and
illness for getting our attention and helping us to correct our imbalances. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">Your consistently repeated thoughts packed with
your consistently felt emotions become magnetized and attract similar thoughts
packed with emotions to<b> </b>manifest
your desires into reality. Whatever thoughts and emotions you focus on the most
- with the most intensity and the most time - whether intentionally or unintentionally
becomes your belief-karma. The more you invest in them with your focus, the
stronger they become. Your belief-karma generates your thoughts, forms your
attitudes, guides your actions, and creates your results. You attract what you
invest your time and emotions into.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">You connect with the people, opportunities, and
events necessary to manifest your desires if you allow, believe, and expect it
will happen for you. Allowing means you open yourself to let manifestation flow
to you by believing what you need to manifest your desires will come to you and
by expecting if-when you take consistent and appropriate actions your desires
will manifest into reality as you have asked.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">Since everything in the universe is energy, the
universe is always expanding from lower to higher vibrational states. Change
and growth are inevitable because energy is always expanding. The universe
expands through chaos, reorganization, and order in an endless cycle of change
and growth to create continuous improvement.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">Your internal map of reality is always changing
to reflect your personal state of learning and growth. Your map of reality is
always being refined into greater levels of truth as your consciousness
unfolds. Unfoldment is a gradual process so that you can learn life lessons at
your own pace as your life progresses.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">If you "let whatever happens be ok",
you are accepting the "default" pattern of karma. Empowerment comes
from a conscious decision to take control of karma by accepting absolute and
total responsibility for your life and by always consciously acting with loving
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">There is no end to the joy you can experience or
to what you can create. For all the power to get what you want comes from
within you. Every moment brings with it new possibilities and opportunities for
action. Whatever you can dream,<b> </b>you
can do, be, or have in the universe of all possibilities... this is your
birthright as a God’s child.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus;">Karma begins and ends with love. Karma was
created as Universal Law to propel your Soul forward on a personal journey of learning
and a journey of refinement to help you become the person you choose to become.
Karma ends when you have perfected yourself in your ability to love
unconditionally. The sole purpose of karma and this life is to bring us all to
a state of divine love, joy, and awareness.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-49377099690230504282012-07-26T13:30:00.001-07:002012-07-26T13:30:10.617-07:00Translating “Different” into the “Norm”<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">First off, I’d like to point out that what
may seem odd or foreign to us is usually merely different and new.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: white;">The point of these writings is to help bring in
these “New Age” concepts of alternative medicine and healing to mainstream society.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: white;">Important principles we need to understand:</span></div>
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</span></span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: -0.25in;">In order to heal ourselves and become more whole
we must look at every aspect of our self (body, mind, spirit, heart.</span></li>
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</span></span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: -0.25in;">Everything is energy and the higher your energy vibrates
the better health and happiness you can enjoy. This frequency can be measured
in Hertz.</span></li>
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</span></span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: -0.25in;">The normal healthy range of the human body is
62-68 Hertz. At this level and above, nobody has any ailments at all.</span></li>
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</span></span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: -0.25in;">Everyone who has a common cold has a cellular
frequency of 58Hz or less; for flu we vibrate at 57 Hz or less; candida
symptoms began to appear at 55 Hz, for Epstein Barr virus it was 52 Hz.</span></li>
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</span></span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: -0.25in;">Everyone measured who has some form of cancer
has a cellular frequency of 42 Hz or less.</span></li>
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</span></span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: -0.25in;">Clearly, high frequency cells correspond with
better health and ideally everyone should strive for a frequency of at least 62
Hz.</span></li>
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Cellular frequency method is a valuable aid to monitoring
progress in physical healing, but doesn’t give any indication of mental/emotional
healing, which is essential for lasting results. The Hawkins scale is a good
guide to a person’s level of consciousness or enlightenment, but still doesn’t
provide a picture of total wellness, and leaves itself open to ego-centric
comparisons: “I’m more spiritual than you.”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Both of the previous methods have their values and can be
used in a practical way to monitor progress towards health and personal
development goals, but to get a clear picture of total wellness, we would need
to track a person’s progress on all levels of being – physical, mental/emotional
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Of course, everyone will be able to achieve differing levels
of health and enlightenment in this lifetime, even if theoretically total
health and enlightenment are available to all who seek it. Therefore the
indicator is personal. We determine where each individual is on a scale of 1 to
100 currently, where 1 is the lowest possible point in this lifetime and 100 is
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This removes the potential for competition and as everyone
has set themselves up for different life challenges and potentials, there is no
judgment on where a person scores on the indicator – it is just that, an
indicator of where you are now that allows you to track progress over time. You
could be at a lower starting point then someone else, but that doesn’t indicate
a lower level of enlightenment, although it does indicate a higher potential
for growth.<o:p></o:p></div>
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My goal is to move clients up the indicator as far as
possible using modalities designed for the purpose, and empower them to take
responsibility for their own wellness development thereafter. <o:p></o:p></div>
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It is an indicator of total wellness because it combines a
person’s health, spiritual development and personal goals into a single value.
We can then easily determine what steps to take to increase a person’s wellness
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The advantages of a hi-vibe life are immense and moving the
needle only a few points on your vibometer can bring enormous benefits.
Physical healing is an obvious one. As I said at the beginning – disease cannot
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Mental/emotional healing is another. Finding forgiveness,
learning gratitude, healing phobias and addictions are all characteristics of a
hi-vibe living. Spiritual growth is also enhanced, with clients experiencing a
deeper connection with the source, leading to a greater sense of peace and well-being.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Healing and seer abilities are enhanced, including
communication with spiritual helpers or guides, recognition of synchronicity
opportunities and manifesting. It is possible, therefore to realize benefits on
all levels, including the proverbial health, wealth and happiness. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Metaphysicians understand that we create our own reality. As
everything is connected and human thought creates on the etheric plane things
that can be manifested into the physical world, by holding the right intention
and with the right attitude we can co-create our ideal life.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Having a higher vibration increases the manifesting power on
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The first step to raising your vibration is to remove from
your life the things that might be keeping it lower than it could be. Obvious
things include dietary choices, such as sugar, artificial sweeteners and
coffee. In The Essential Beginnings, Gary Young describes an experiment that
shows coffee can instantly reduce cellular frequency by around 10Hz. <o:p></o:p></div>
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The “universal test” for applied kinesiology (muscle
testing) is saccharine. In an experiment by the University of Applied
Kinesiology in Minnesota, USA, people from all walks of life, ethnicities and
geographies tested weak with saccharine.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Similarly, processed or “dead” foods generally test weak. If
it comes in a packet or can, it probably won’t do much for you. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Lifestyle choices can have an effect and stress can have a
particularly strong effect on your vibration. Extreme stress can trigger
Chronic Reversed Polarity or being “switched.” A switched person’s vibration
will be severely constrained but, the condition is thankfully fairly
straightforward to heal. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Entrapped emotions will also hold vibration down,
particularly anxiety, depression, phobias and addictions. There are several
methods for releasing these and allowing vibration to rise.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Exposure to negative energy, such as toxins in food and household
items, microwaved foods, and electromagnetic energies, such as those emitted by
cellular phones and electrical appliances. Gary Young determined that
electrical appliances have a frequency range of around 60Hz, lower than is
healthy for humans, and that their alternating currents are detrimental.
Clearly it will be difficult to live in the modern world and avoid all of
these, but strategies for limiting exposure can be highly beneficial.<o:p></o:p></div>
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People who are hard-hearted, that is hold consistent
negative thoughts towards others, tend to have a lower vibration, as do those
to avoid or resent human contact. Trying to avoid retreating into a solitary,
uncaring existence is important to making progress on your vibometer.<o:p></o:p></div>
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One of the biggest contributors to a low-vibe body that we
have seen is Chronic Reversed Polarity, which is why a significant part of our
practice is dedicated to healing it. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0070c0; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">How to Keep It Up<o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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What you put in your body and what you expose your body to
are critical to vibration. Fill your body with hi-vibe nutrition and you will
have a hi-vibe body. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Eating food as close to its natural state as possible,
meaning fresh, preferably organic, and containing abundant “life force,” will
help raise vibration. Frozen and dried is OK too, though not quite as good
obviously. Maintaining proper pH balance by eating 80% alkaline and 20% acid
contributes greatly.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Different choices are beneficial for different people so it
is important to identify the best dietary requirements for your individual
body.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It is difficult in the modern world to find foods that
contain all of the nutrients a body would need, so supplements are often
needed. Choosing hi-vibe supplements, such as spirulina, the highest vibration
foodstuff on the planet, and chlorella will help. Green drinks often include
these and a host of other herbs and vitamins to provide complete nutritional
balance.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Other activities like energy work, including Reiki, and
meditation can help raise vibration. Things like reflexology, aromatherapy and
massage test strong for most people and can have a very beneficial effect.
Getting out into nature regularly, be it the sea, lakes, forests, mountains or
just your Local Park or botanical garden, is an important contributor.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Regular moderate exercise, such as walking briskly for 30
minutes five times a week will help keep the lymphatic system moving, aid bowel
function and shift stagnating lo-vibe energies from the body<o:p></o:p></div>
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One of the most effective methods of maintaining high vibration
is attitude. The universal law of attraction assures that each of us brings to
us whatever we put out, so positive people will attract more things to be
positive about.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Caring and sharing for your family, friends, and pets and
having compassion for everyone is a sure-fire vibration raiser. Make time for
social activities<o:p></o:p></div>
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Sometimes entrapped emotions, including phobias, addictions
and anxiety prevent or hinder a positive mindset, and releasing these with
mind/body modalities have had profound
effects on people’s emotional well-being as well as their vibration.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Polarity balancing, if you have Chronic Reversed Polarity, balancing is essential. Email me for assistance or more information on this!<o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;"><b>Making the right choices</b></span><o:p></o:p></div>
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I aim to empower people to create their own health and
happiness, recognizing that they and only they are responsible for it. <o:p></o:p></div>
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By establishing your current vibration and the potential
that can be achieved in this lifetime, then identifying which methods would be
most effective in raising it and applying them will deliver greater benefits
than most of us can imagine. These include powerful physical healing,
mental/emotional healing and spiritual growth.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The table below provides a summary of hi-vibe and low-vibe
factors. Everyone can live the ideal way in today’s hurried up, mechanized
world, choosing more from the left column and fewer from the right column will
help you be well on your way to enjoying the benefits of a hi-vibe life. <span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0070c0; font-size: 12.0pt;">Hi-Vibe</span></b><b><span style="font-size: 12.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0070c0; font-size: 12.0pt;">Lo-Vibe</span></b><b><span style="font-size: 12.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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Polarity Balancing <o:p></o:p></div>
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Chronic Reversed Polarity<o:p></o:p></div>
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Releasing Entrapped Emotions<o:p></o:p></div>
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Phobias, addictions, anxiety<o:p></o:p></div>
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Fresh, organic food <o:p></o:p></div>
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"Dead" food<o:p></o:p></div>
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Caring, socializing<o:p></o:p></div>
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Retreating, hard-heartedness<o:p></o:p></div>
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Hi-vibe supplements<o:p></o:p></div>
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Sugars, sweeteners<o:p></o:p></div>
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Herbal Teas<o:p></o:p></div>
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Coffee<o:p></o:p></div>
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Pure or filtered water<o:p></o:p></div>
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Pop/Sodas<o:p></o:p></div>
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Energy work, nature<o:p></o:p></div>
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Exposure to EMF<o:p></o:p></div>
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Regular moderate exercise<o:p></o:p></div>
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Couch potato<o:p></o:p></div>
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Relaxation<o:p></o:p></div>
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Stress<o:p></o:p></div>
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Positive Attitude<o:p></o:p></div>
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Negative Attitude<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-50626432311460875472012-07-25T13:00:00.004-07:002012-07-25T13:03:25.608-07:00"God" is the Sum Total of Universal Energy<br />
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Many people debate about whether there is a God, or what God
is. Is God an individual personality,
sitting up in heaven listening to and granting our requests, or is God simply
all the energy that exists in the whole universe, or is God simply nature or
the laws of nature?<o:p></o:p></div>
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The Bible says God is a spirit (John 4:24). It also says that the spirit, given by God,
is what gives man understanding (Job 32:8).
And finally, it says that God is light (I John 1:5).<o:p></o:p></div>
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It is important to understand that ancient man described God
with an ancient vocabulary and ancient idea sets, but that we can breathe new
life into these verses by understanding what was really being said.<o:p></o:p></div>
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What is light? It's
energy. When a person is brain dead, no
electrical activity registers on a EEG test.
Why? Because his spirit, which is
what brings life to the body and understanding to the mind, is electrical
energy. And when the spirit leaves the
body, the body dies because the electrical energy which powered the body is no
longer present. God is light, so he is
energy, and both God and we are spirit beings.
So God, and light, and energy, and the essence of each of us as spirit
beings, is all the same. We are all made
up of the same physical and spiritual essence:
energy.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Everything that exists in the universe is made up of
energy. Every atom has electrons,
sub-atomic particles containing an electrical charge, which orbit around the
atom's nucleus. Every atom has
energy. True, some atoms have more
energy than others; some have more electrons orbiting their nucleus than
others, and some are moving faster than others.
The energy in a piece of wood is moving very slow compared to the energy
in a pan of boiling water, but both contain the same kind of energy. Energy is simply arranged in different patterns in order to make up different people, substances, etc.. But we are still made out of the same energy.<o:p></o:p></div>
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There is a scientific law that states that energy cannot be
created or destroyed, it simply changes form (conservation of energy). To be more precise, it states that in a
closed system (our universe, for the purposes of our discussion) energy is
conserved. In other words, all the
energy that ever existed, that was present at the beginning, still exists. God, who is all energy, in the beginning took
from his own energy to make everything that exists. Biblical scholars have made much of the
original language of Genesis 1:1 saying that the word "created" means
"ex nihilo" or "out of nothing". In other words, God made everything from
nothing. We must understand that
biblical writers used their own limited vocabulary and knowledge of science to
explain what they thought they saw or were told. The fact that the universe may have
"appeared" out of nowhere does not mean it was created from nothing. Many forms of energy cannot be seen. Since God is energy, and we know that
everything that exists is made from energy, and keeping in mind that energy
cannot be created or destroyed, we see that God took from the pool of existing
energy, which was HIM, and created everything there is. Therefore, not only are the atoms and
molecules and sub-atomic particles in a blade of grass made by God, they are
part of God himself. God took of his
energy, and changed the appearance of some of it so that it looks different. But it is still a part of him, just as our hearts
and livers are part of us. So every
blade of grass, every raindrop, every animal, every human being, every
biological microorganism, every molecule of wood that forms the chair you are
sitting on is GOD. Not just part of God,
but IS God. Everything is sacred,
because everything is made from the energy that is God. This takes away the dividing line between
secular and sacred.<o:p></o:p></div>
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How can I say that?
You might be thinking that to say everything is PART of God is
understandable, but to say that everything IS GOD....how can that be? Because scientists have discovered that every
particle of matter and energy that exists resonates on a particular frequency,
and that every single particle is connected to and responds to every other
particle through these frequencies.
Everything is connected, part of the same whole and part of the same connected
communication system.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Let's put it in more concrete terms. A cell, or molecule, or atom on on<span style="background-color: white;">e side of
the world, say in the United States, can communicate with any other cell,
molecule or atom on the other side of the world, say in China, because they are
able to signal each other with oscillating frequencies, and this communication
happens non-locally and virtually instantaneously.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: white;">It's like what happens with a radio.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: white;">There are lots of frequencies out there with
people talking on them, or music playing, and all you have to do is tune the
dial of the radio to different frequencies to pick them up.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: white;">Then if you have a transmitter you can talk
back to them.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: white;">That is what our atoms,
molecules and cells do.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: white;">They tune into
whatever frequency they have to in order to communicate with other cells all
over the world or the universe, in order to accomplish whatever goal they need
to accomplish.</span></div>
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Now, people can usually accept the idea that the cells,
molecules and atoms in their BODIES communicate with each other so that the
body can function the way it's supposed to.
The body is a closed system, just like the universe. Just as all the particles in your body
communicate so the body can function efficiently; all the particles in the
universe do the same. They are all
connected. Like one huge body. God's body.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Basically, all energy is God, and there is no such thing as
someone being "separated from God".
God cannot be separated from his own body. Just as we would if we were sick, God does
whatever is necessary to bring the parts of his body that are energetically out
of alignment back into their proper relationship to him. If a part of our body isn't functioning
correctly because it's frequency is wrong, correcting the frequency disparity
often heals the ailment. For instance,
all the cells in the human heart must beat at the same time for the heart to function
properly. If some of the cells are
firing at the wrong time, the person will have a heart attack or some other
serious cardiac condition. But there are
techniques to help get all the energy of those cells aligned again so the
person can be healed. It is the same for
God and his relationship to us.
Everything in the universe is set up to be self-correcting, including
our relationship with him. Everything,
from our health, to our finances, to air pollution, to foreign relations, to
the movement of the stars and planets....everything is connected,
self-correcting, but still within our ability to influence the outcome. Just as God "thought" the whole
world into existence, we also can change the course of events by altering the
oscillating frequencies which make communications within this system possible,
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God, who is pure energy, makes all this possible. He set up this network which makes the whole
thing happen. The whole universe
consists of energy, but it is the intelligent, organized pattern and
interaction of this energy which makes it Divine. There is no such thing as chaos, no such
thing as randomness....for everything that occurs is caused by some disturbance
in the oscillating frequencies somewhere in the world or universe, and it is
caused by somebody or something. Either
God, or you, or me, or some other organism or thing causes changes in the
frequencies which regulate matter and energy, and change happens.<o:p></o:p><br />
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How can we say everything is part of God, and in fact IS
God? Because every molecule, atom and
particle that exists is connected by this energetic framework of oscillating
frequencies which makes communication between each part possible. All molecules, cells, atoms and particles are
connected to each other at every moment, and influence each others'
activities. Its one big system designed
to work together. My brain can
communicate with yours, and your brain can communicate with your cat's; my
brain can communicate with the cells of my body so they are led to heal themselves,
and your brain can help direct healing energy to the bodies of other people who
need healing. God uses this same
energetic system to communicate to our brains, to our cells, to the raindrops
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It's the reason why the stars and planets and their
electromagnetic fields DO influence our thoughts, feelings and behavior. Astrology is NOT just some flaky New Age
thing. And psychic ability does in fact
exist; that's what it's talking about in the Bible when it speaks of spiritual
gifts like the gift of Prophecy, or Wisdom, or Knowledge. And the gifts of Healing or Miracles are
simply examples of the ability to transmute this energetic framework of
oscillating frequencies so that you can direct it to do what you want. And the spirits of the dead, which are simply
the sum total of that person's energetic essence, do exist in another dimension
and can communicate with us, and we with them, if we learn how to tune the dial
to their frequency. This puts everything
supernatural finally and very definitely in the natural, physical realm. Everything we thought was miraculous and not
humanly possible IS possible. Christians
learned to direct their energies through prayer. Some people learned to direct their energies
through meditations and visualizations.
It's all a transmutation of the same power grid. One way of altering this grid it is not better than
another. It all works only because the
user directs his focus and energy toward a particular end or goal. Thus the power grid or unified field is set
up so that when we direct our energy, our thoughts and beliefs, our feelings,
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Whatever technique we use to direct this energy, it doesn't
matter. What does matter is that we
learn the power of our thoughts, feelings and beliefs. God is Love because love is one of the most powerful
tools at our disposal to redirect this energy.
When Love is the reason we direct our energy through our thoughts toward
a particular goal, that is one of the most powerful energy there is, and that goal
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All things work together for good to them that love God.....Romans 8:28. We may not understand how, but it is always
true regardless of our understanding. We can be confident it is true
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In this form of processing we go back to the age at which
the root of a problem or when a specific issue was created and we heal it from
there. From there I help you decide on a new belief system or way of being,
therefore releasing you of being held a victim of your past self or beliefs
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I muscle test an extensive amount of information on current
physical, emotional, mental, generational, energetic and spiritual imbalances
as well as priorities. This
process is typically done remotely. To request a process simply list as many of
the current issues and information regarding your current situation as you can
in an email. I then test your priority for you and send it back to you with an
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Pranic Healing is a highly evolved and tested system of
energy medicine that utilizes prana to balance, harmonize and transform the
body’s energy processes. This invisible bio-energy or “vital” energy keeps the
body alive and maintains a state of good health. A healer can draw in this
energy from their surroundings and direct it to address physical and emotional
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In this process we address trauma and abuse head on. We
pinpoint the aspects of the Self that were afflicted by these experiences and
go through a thorough protocol in which we clear dark/abuse energies, heal the
Auric layers, Chakras, Protective boundaries and all other affected aspects
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Muscle Response Testing is a quick and simple way in which
we can access information from the body/subconscious for our healing. It allows us to bypass the conscious mind by
tapping into a much deeper source of wisdom and information. Through the muscle test we can see with our
own eyes that some things have a positive influence on us, while others drain
our life energy. A simple muscle test
can help you to see if you are aligned between your heart and your mind in a
goal. It can help you listen to the needs of your body and spirit. This powerful tool can greatly help us in
developing personal awareness and growing in our sensitivity. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Muscle testing is a tool used to bring us more in harmony
with our body, spirit, and our gift of intuition. Kinesiology is a wonderful tool for assisting
us in deciphering needs. For instance
the need for more water or the need for less salt in the diet are things we
could discover through the test. We
could use muscle testing to see what products are good to take into our body. Muscle testing can help you learn whether an
issue is rooted in the body or in the emotions.
You may use muscle testing to help you understand what you are feeling
for example, “this is anger, sadness, fear etc.” some other examples of thing
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While we should not allow the muscle test to run our lives,
it is important to follow through with the answers received. If we ignore what out body has asked us to do
we may grow out of integrity with ourselves.
In this state of “disharmony” it is more difficult to hear our physical,
emotional, and spiritual needs. On the other
hand if we act on the information we have received we can develop trust in the
relationship with ourselves. It is through
developing integrity with ourselves and with God that we find health, happiness
and prosperity in our lives. <o:p></o:p></div>Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-89375338528795749272012-07-18T22:22:00.000-07:002012-07-24T16:08:20.129-07:00What are we made up of?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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There are many different aspects of the self, the Heart,
Body, Mind and Spirit. When healing and
trying to connect into our true selves it is important to recognize and
acknowledge every aspect of our being.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Plato once said, “The greatest mistake in the treatment of
diseases is that there are physicians for the body and physicians for the soul
… although the two cannot be separated”. Throughout history, and in our
collective clinical experience, we’ve seen countless “suffering” individuals
turning to their higher power. For many of us turning to a higher power is the
FIRST thing and the LAST thing we do when we are in pain. What’s interesting is
that this connection between spirituality and pain is often overlooked by
medical & psychological practitioners, who consider spirituality to be out
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Whether we are aware of it or not we have moved forward, we
are progressing into a bio psychosocial-spiritual framework. This new paradigm: includes & encompasses
all applicable domains that we have: physical, biological, psychological,
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<span style="background-color: white;">I love that Plato said that because it shows these aren't actually new principle or concepts rather proven concepts that have merely been forgotten. He also said "that as you ought not to attempt to cure the eyes without
the head, or the head without the body, so neither ought you to attempt to cure
the body without the soul; and this,' he said, 'is the reason why the cure of
many diseases is unknown to the physicians, because they are ignorant
of the whole, which ought to be studied also; for the part can never be well
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<span style="background-color: white;">We must heal and work on every aspect of ourselves in order to master the person we are and hope to become and gain true control over our lives. This is part of the secret to happiness. To live as a whole and to let thine eye be single. </span></div>
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<br />Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-59795337003407109882012-07-18T20:33:00.002-07:002012-07-24T16:21:04.889-07:00What does it mean to be a Highly Sensitive Being/Person?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="background-color: white;">A highly sensitive person (HSP) is a person having the
innate trait of high psychological sensitivity.</span><span style="background-color: white;">
</span><span style="background-color: white;">About 15-20% of humans and higher animals have a nervous system that is
more sensitive to subtleties. This means that regular sensory information is
processed and analyzed to a greater extent, which contributes to creativity,
intuition, sensing implications and attention to detail.</span></div>
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Sensitive People are usually quite gifted intuitive spirits as
they pick up the less perceived sensations of life. <span style="background-color: white;">Sensitives are able to pick up on the energy a person gives off, to physically see it sometimes as well. Reading this energy allows them to </span><span style="background-color: white;">perceive</span><span style="background-color: white;"> what others may be feeling or experiencing at any given time.</span><span style="background-color: white;">When you are a sensitive, you feel energies much stronger than other people. This means that you may know what others are thinking or feeling.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: white;">Not only would you know this but you can
actually take on those feelings and make them your own. So if you are in a
happy mood and meet someone who is depressed, you can then become depressed as
well and not even know why you are feeling that way. Being a sensitive can
truly impact every aspect of your life.</span><span style="background-color: white;">This sensitivity affects many aspects of your life such
as your relationships with people, your career choice, your love life, your
fears and more. When a Sensitive
receives training and learns to manage these emotions they are able to offer
these profound gifts of theirs to others, acting as guides and spiritual
counselors. These are the tender souls
sent to earth to heal our world and the wounded spirits on it. </span><br />
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I have learned and continue to learn techniques and skills that allow me to alter and transmute these energies helping others to receive greater amounts of healing, clarity and come into their true self and purpose in this life.<br />
<o:p></o:p></div>Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-37136859997106199742012-05-22T00:24:00.002-07:002012-05-22T00:24:39.744-07:00VulnerabilityIt's never been the easiest thing for me to open up as a person to other people. I quite frankly dread it above almost all else. There is no exaggeration in that statement. Since as long as I can remember me being vulnerable equalled me being exploited. No one ever protects your secrets, they want to know them to pass them on. Hardly anyone has your best interest at heart and most of my miseries and sorrows were merely entertainment for the perfect stranger. I don't believe this is every ones experience but it has been mine...<br />
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Living a life with a protective shell isn't much of a life either though. I've tried that too. I have looked into any loop hole I could find, any exception that may exist where I could possibly have meaningful relationships built on anything but truth. The kind of truth that even I am scared to admit at times. Like telling someone that I don't know if I will be okay that day, letting them know the invincible Trina does feel too, that I can't always brush things off, I'm exhausted from keeping up so many walls because I am scared to death that the next person will do so much damage that I won't be able to come back from it. I am so used to isolation on so many levels because I know most if not all people cannot understand what my life has looked like that it would freak them out sooner than it would be a reason to be my friend. Not to complain about my life but it is hard when your experiences isolate you from society because of their extremes. To have lived in so much pain and not be able to tell anyone about it is a cross no one should have to bear. <br />
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Let alone dating, living a life along side someone seems to become damn near impossible. Not that they can't love me for who I am but I am not sure I am even capable of letting them know me all the way. No one has been let in for so long, I don't believe I even have the knowledge or capacity to do it. I lay awake at night and wonder about this. I think of ways to be open and vulnerable, to allow others in. I haven't known a way to do it. I came to the solution a few months ago, that I need to tell my story. Not just for others but for myself. It's the only way I feel I can be free of my past and live any sort of meaningful life now. It's far easier than it sounds, I've learned that much. but, I'm doing it and it's liberating and everyday I feel like I claim a part of me back that I haven't had in a long time. I think it will help me feel whole again, I'm hoping for that anyway.Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-43956879835460162722012-02-28T12:20:00.000-08:002012-02-28T12:20:02.619-08:00A Fascinating Deviation from the Abnormal!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4pWTpxe3Fu0X-tmo5vVprkqVJPA-gc_KgBV8bsBf8xTXhBIcmDRx1ze73CayktfwrRVCDloos69vKWqUxOJEZA99ThkS8RK5rJTDqnd-unh0U59rn-XLfbw_6_ntY9s4SjaDWkeSDcqF2/s1600/earth.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4pWTpxe3Fu0X-tmo5vVprkqVJPA-gc_KgBV8bsBf8xTXhBIcmDRx1ze73CayktfwrRVCDloos69vKWqUxOJEZA99ThkS8RK5rJTDqnd-unh0U59rn-XLfbw_6_ntY9s4SjaDWkeSDcqF2/s320/earth.gif" width="320" /></a></div><br />
I left life for a time to heal, now I am getting back into it. To say this has been difficult is an understatement, it is my Everest. I love being back in touch with friends, people I love and integrating my story with our society, I am saddened to return with a truer set of eyes that allow me to see more for what it is. <br />
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Over the last few months I have been delighted to see light, beauty and life in abundance all around me to see it in the eyes of so many I come in contact with. I find irrefutable that this world was made by God and we are all blessed to be a part of it however, if this is so evident then why is it taken for granted by many and treated disrespectfully by most. I would rather focus on the positive I see but I am not trying to censor myself or the world for that matter. What is, simply is. No need to contort it or dress it up differently. So I say it how it is and as grateful as I am to have had wonderful experiences lately I have also had not so wonderful experiences lately. <br />
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It amazes me the amount of disrespect I see people have towards themselves and those around them. Our job in life is to learn to be around people, to work with them and as group to become something amazing! In order to do this we must start with ourselves, if we are striving and moving towards being the most outstanding being we are capable of becoming then by doing our own part we are contributing to the greater good of humanity. <br />
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Imagine a world where our entire energy as a whole was focused on making this a better place. Sounds cheesy, I know. Really though, instead of constantly fighting, competing with and threatening our surrounding countries we became allies, put all our time, energy and money into creating successful relationships where we all helped eachother get ahead. So much of our resources go to remembering the past, hodling grudges, seeking revenge, justice and power over other countires. What if we were freed from those chains? What would the world be like? What would our future as a world look like? Think big, think global. No one economy needs to fail in order for another to be great and in fact if every economy was doing well wouldn't it make sense we would all benefit from it even more than if only one is succeeding? <br />
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This may sound impossible to you or unlikely and you decide if that is the case. How would this even be attempted? The same way anything is, it starts with you... You decided if you are going to dispaly these behaviours in your life, if you would rather hold onto a grudge, gossip, tear other ideas and people down to get yourself ahead. As long as this is happening on a small level you can never hope to become anything great because you aren't even giving it all your energy. It only hurts you in the end, not the people you hold a grudge against. That's the funny thing about it, it's typically the one that dishes it out that falls behind not the one they are attempting to destroy. This is how it looks on a smaller scale as well as on a large scale, as long as your petty you'll pay for it.<br />
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What the world could look like vs. what we will allow it to look like are two very different things!!! It's our choice...Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-84670477351953844332012-01-18T11:27:00.000-08:002012-01-18T12:00:01.114-08:00Where I've been for the past 6 months!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJkBzgwUJ0jGRgVrJGvz29Yd9nqvHzjhqnP4lXQ-yO_YX-kZI5lmPwG6oys8PfGXYRSwf6OPHLvyY0Udpm8Gmk5fKKnoRnGo7LrXtycA8ZBcA1tzJHNiuvUKFu8L3Tr6xdZOdkYIHUSVJo/s1600/flower.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJkBzgwUJ0jGRgVrJGvz29Yd9nqvHzjhqnP4lXQ-yO_YX-kZI5lmPwG6oys8PfGXYRSwf6OPHLvyY0Udpm8Gmk5fKKnoRnGo7LrXtycA8ZBcA1tzJHNiuvUKFu8L3Tr6xdZOdkYIHUSVJo/s320/flower.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
Well, it is no secret that I have gone through some incredible changes recently. More like I completely changed every single thing in my life. Life wasn't working for me and hadn't been for a while, I got to my rock bottom as you can see, or read in my earlier posts. I nearly died so, when I got out of the hospital I went to my mom and told her something had to change. I wasn't happy, I wasn't well and I didn't know if it was even possible but I have to try. It was my rock bottom, I was willing to do anything. <br />
We looked at treatment facilities, only problem, I didn't have a drug or alcohol problem so I didn't need a rehab or twelve step program. I have been through an enormous amount of trauma and it was haunting me, it had been for years and rather than trying to outrun the flames I wanted to face them. The running, the haunting it all needed to stop. So she had an idea, what if she facilitated a program for me! She isn't a shrink or doctor, don't worry she simply made the appointments and found the professionals and then made sure my days were wholesome and I was in a supported environment. I handed over my phone, car, internet, copmuters everything. I was cut off for a minimum of 60 days. <br />
Another aspect of it all was I needed to try a different way of going about healing. I have gone to more therapists over the last ten years than I would care to admit. I was on 7 different medications and it wasn't working. I went nowhere. So, I was open to anything! We decided to go a more holistic route, the scientific way failed so it only made sense to try the natural route at this point. I went to energy workers, facilitators that worked with the Mind, Body, Soul and Spirit. The belief is in order to heal ourselves we must heal all aspects of ourselves in order to make us whole. <br />
Outside of rigorous healing sessions that btw were more challenging than anything I have ever done in my life, my mother decided I needed a break, rest. She also set up time where I learned to enjoy life, to have fun. We went on long walks together, went to art galleries, I painted, we played in the sun and enjoyed life. I detoxed my body, I got ionic cleanses, massages and Jin Shin Jyutsu to support the emotional work I was doing. I went to church and watched uplifting old movies to feed the spirit, I read classics to feed the mind, and I spent time with family to feed my soul. I went off all of my medications too. It felt sooo good, they made me foggy and things became clear :).<br />
I learned the true way to heal is to go through our darkness, to love our whole selves completely with all that comes with. I learned to forgive, to accept and never judge, to go with the flow of life and it's incredible. I decided to continue on, so after the 60 days were over I treated the next 3 months as a time to put it into practice. My main priority was healing still but I got my phone back, I was allowed to drive places alone, to feel like I was a grown up again :). <br />
I have been mastering my gifts and principles learned. I have been in solitude, serenity and been careful to carry it over into my life now, to adjust. I am a new person, a different person. I left behind the past, it is where it belongs, the past. I am liberated, free of old patterns, lies, belief systems that never served me. I live life consciously and aware and I love it!!! I have the ability to really love everyone, to have deeper meaningful relationships. I life a very meaningful life, I am living! It's a beautiful thing.Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-90689708880370831822012-01-17T20:00:00.000-08:002012-01-18T12:02:29.706-08:00The "Win-Win" Lifestyle<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHbK9avrcHwpNGBio3gjhaPM5Azc2tNzprXJ9AiSmgFPphlECvRbgi0gZpZUmN4gZpDeV2gJlLh-rPFRhsTYUUV8ykAe89W6u3hUW4VSYOLmr5Si47ZNaqcvzsBW53i654jNAaP0jW2w8i/s1600/Win-Win.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHbK9avrcHwpNGBio3gjhaPM5Azc2tNzprXJ9AiSmgFPphlECvRbgi0gZpZUmN4gZpDeV2gJlLh-rPFRhsTYUUV8ykAe89W6u3hUW4VSYOLmr5Si47ZNaqcvzsBW53i654jNAaP0jW2w8i/s320/Win-Win.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
Something interesting to me is the perception many people have as well as society is that in order for one to thrive one must go without. If someone is to be rich, or wealthy, then another must be needy and poor. The thought that in order to win there must be losers. It is quite odd actually, at least I think so. Why have we decided that we can't all have peace, harmony, love, abundance, wealth? It is possible. Just because it isn't so doesn't mean it can't be.<br />
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I find it happening all around me, constantly. I laugh at it now, even though it isn't a laughing matter. I have learned to take myself out of the race to rankings. How? If I run a marathon, then great I did it! That is all that I care about, where I took place doesn't matter because I reached my goal. No one had to not run the marathon in order for me to win it, that is silly. For whatever reason, we've decided as a culture that it isn't enough to simply do, to take risks, to push ourselves. It's true. We've decided that we must win and someone lose in order to truly "win". This is one of the larger lies we've bought into.<br />
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In my land, if a million people set out to run a marathon and we all did it, we all just "won". We all achieved what we had set out to do. That is enough, that is more than enough. Deciding who did it the best, the fastest or the prettiest is just petty. It does matter that people put in the effort but why does it matter who finishes first? Another example, a big one, in order for one girl to be pretty other girls must be ugly... Ya, I went there :) Really though, can't the world house beautiful women? Ya, it can. Do we need to put one girl down to lift another-nope! Appreciate both as they are, as God designed them (he knows what he's doing).<br />
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I find the comparisons silly, petty and a belief system that needs to be done away with. We aren't running out of money, of beauty or anything else to need to selectively give it to a handful of individuals. This world is an abundant place, their is plenty to go around for everyone. Always has been always will be, but acting as though some may starve so others can eat is just ridiculous and jaded. Doesn't matter what the masses think, this is truth, it's just how it is!Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-32257796473247015782012-01-12T12:46:00.001-08:002012-01-12T12:46:48.388-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgH4U4a5RngbqImDC7h92NJ1j-DH3Ly2rDvC-i-jh-eDPW2Xdzlpqc6JLdWFlvskOSm0wfR-d_kEKU94oLSm9lwmFik3pC7xFnzF-qNOaPEwUHOuS-u2onMAZ9akI5v7sMoEJU-rkYUwuCq/s1600/free.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgH4U4a5RngbqImDC7h92NJ1j-DH3Ly2rDvC-i-jh-eDPW2Xdzlpqc6JLdWFlvskOSm0wfR-d_kEKU94oLSm9lwmFik3pC7xFnzF-qNOaPEwUHOuS-u2onMAZ9akI5v7sMoEJU-rkYUwuCq/s320/free.jpg" width="319" /></a></div>Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-36224267387734093272012-01-12T12:40:00.001-08:002012-01-12T12:40:46.199-08:00“There's great value in taking months or years or the rest of your lifetime to develop yourself. Discover your goals and talents. Educate yourself. Improve your body, mind and spirit for God so you can more effectively help and bless others, or do it so you will be more attractive to the opposite sex.”Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-19398927118370058772012-01-12T12:28:00.000-08:002012-01-18T12:08:08.431-08:00Life is a Virtual Reality<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheV-oRCEYnCNyYI7jwURxG2G-RYaaqrpZSgIVynbixa8hinqagyTTRLer8xOfcJ69A5AuPyI1xkBR-6-x3cEI0XShyphenhyphenGS-t4n6tT5AYcBh5_mbxKITwzagqpT24rKyqYlyRLtpXXJFZ3Nsd/s1600/virtual.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="219" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheV-oRCEYnCNyYI7jwURxG2G-RYaaqrpZSgIVynbixa8hinqagyTTRLer8xOfcJ69A5AuPyI1xkBR-6-x3cEI0XShyphenhyphenGS-t4n6tT5AYcBh5_mbxKITwzagqpT24rKyqYlyRLtpXXJFZ3Nsd/s320/virtual.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
I am very aware of the bigger picture. Their is a lot more to this life, the world, society and the universe than we can even comprehend. <br />
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I'll say it like this. Imagine you are playing a video game, in the video game is a little avatar you. You sit down and play the game. You begin playing it so much that one day while playing, you take your avatar to work and your boss yells at you. He tells you you are worthless, lazy and a terrible person. The avatar cries but you cry as well. It is only a game but you have become so connected to it that you now mistake it for your reality. . <br />
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This is what happens when we only look at one aspect of ourself. We have a mind, a body, a spirit, a soul. If we purely look at one aspect and fail to see ourselves as a whole, We are blinded by what is actually going on because we are not capable of seeing the big picture. <br />
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Big Picture. We are intelligent, beautiful, talented people. Every one of us has a reason for existence, we bring a different flavor to the table. Just being you is incredible. You are the only one. By doing absolutely nothing on your part you were born a unique individual with gifts that only you can offer to the world. You have your own perspectives to give and these differences are what make the world an amazing place. No need to conform, simply to allow yourself to be just as you are.Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-82836642701200940982012-01-05T14:02:00.000-08:002012-01-18T12:03:34.438-08:00Re-Cap of 2011<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPZoabe1z4OGkg6ZJC8mFwuSYyLrPlro2TVdqQMxBeuGkQa5x0Up0fCgVg9D-5q_kVUNe6CFJLulfp4mvUNpi1cF2xkHBbUsI07M4IlYoZtS83qV9zsMGPO5GMGU6BO__t2BI1zGiU-XLD/s1600/2011.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="229" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPZoabe1z4OGkg6ZJC8mFwuSYyLrPlro2TVdqQMxBeuGkQa5x0Up0fCgVg9D-5q_kVUNe6CFJLulfp4mvUNpi1cF2xkHBbUsI07M4IlYoZtS83qV9zsMGPO5GMGU6BO__t2BI1zGiU-XLD/s320/2011.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
I feel so grateful to be alive. This has been such an incredible year. I have had my ups and downs. 2011 seemed to only know the extremes when it came to me and life. I was either fabulous or terrible no in betweens. The year started off with some tragic losses. I lost loved ones, I felt very depressed and not myself well it got even worse. The first 5 months were rough. No complaints, it just is what it is and it sucked. No harm in being honest, right? <br />
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Then because of the bad times I decided something had to change, well practically that everything had to change. So, I did it! I actually managed to pick up the pieces of my life and to put me back together. Once I did that (which wasn't easy, trust me!), I realized wait I gotta know what direction I want the newly gathered me to go in. I had no idea exactly where I wanted to end up because quite frankly I wasn't in a good enough place to know where to go. All I did know, is that I would know when I got there because it would be so different of a place that I couldn't think it up a few months ago. <br />
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Well, it was the tough that got me going. After working to change every aspect of my life, the coolest things started happening. Miracles. Everything felt like a miracle, like it was my first time experiencing life and it couldn't feel sweeter. I love more than I was ever capable, I trust, I forgive, I go with the flow of life! If someone would have told me at the beginning of 2011 I would be where I am now I wouldn't have believed them. It was the impossible, my everest. I can't help but smile as I write this because, I can't believe I did it. 2011 was a year for transitioning, it wasn't comfortable but wow, was it worth it!<br />
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It wasn't all done by me, I had plenty of Heavenly Help. It would have been impossible without our Heavenly Parents! I am eternally grateful for them and I love them dearly. <br />
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Never thought I'd say this because it was Hell but, there is no doubt it's been the most meaningful year of my life. By far the most difficult and the most rewarding! Here's 2011... Cheers!Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-16616760376183231592011-12-24T13:27:00.000-08:002012-01-18T12:05:08.312-08:00The Wisdom Of Your Cells<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfZXt9wcn-F40liGNx6skLaQI2S3rUKbV77qzj8DJsIvpBNYxb8PeDq4SlYNs9pXNowWAZjZbEqG0S6l1Fbm3HFXypkOQyiv2iu9LaoDuItDQ4aX0VfDFCcGjr-QtVN9ho0gAXu6mTaWnd/s1600/cells.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfZXt9wcn-F40liGNx6skLaQI2S3rUKbV77qzj8DJsIvpBNYxb8PeDq4SlYNs9pXNowWAZjZbEqG0S6l1Fbm3HFXypkOQyiv2iu9LaoDuItDQ4aX0VfDFCcGjr-QtVN9ho0gAXu6mTaWnd/s320/cells.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
I find it difficult to put my finger on any one thing that has been going on in my life right now. Everything around me is changing so quickly. It is all a positive movement. Something I look forward to day in and day out. I am finding that change is the constant that I love, that I need and rely upon. It is also a skill required to live in such a fast pace world. We as a human race are constantly evolving, growing, adapting and we keep up with it on most levels.<br />
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Recently I listened to lectures given by Dr. Bruce Lipton. He is a brilliant cellular biologist, he has come upon research that changes the world. The entire perception we use as a society to found our medical system is incorrect. Not only is it incorrect it is so far off that it is actually doing the opposite of what it is intended to do. The number one leading cause of deaths in our country is our Medical system! There is proof, there has been proof for years, and it has been published by our medical society in our medical journals. So why do we still keep to those teachings? We know it isn't working, it hasn't been working for years and yet we hold to the principles. Blind leading the even more blind. It is our job to become educated, to question everything, and to push limitations. <br />
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Our Medical system has never ":cured" anything. Never! We trick ourselves by taking drugs to not feel pain, but the pain still exists, we just blocked receptors in the brain to not send the pain message. It exists. We have made bandaids. We don't get to the root of a problem, we cut into a person and take out there organs, we don't address infections, most antibiotics do more harm than they do good. They work a few times, they weaken our immune system at the same time and take away our ability to fight off harmful bacteria. <br />
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If our country is willing to say in God we Trust. Then we should trust God. Trust that he gave us the proper equipment and tools to heal ourselves, to protect us from diseases. He did, but I assure you they are not man made, they are made by him. They are on this earth, they were created for our benefit and we continually ignore it. Sciences mission statement is to take God out of the equation. So we as a country trust God, but just not with everything? Wild. Makes no sense really?<br />
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It just makes me question what direction we are really heading in? I know it's not in a good one.Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-32546932708136109342011-07-07T12:53:00.000-07:002011-07-07T12:53:38.414-07:00The roads of life are strewn with the wreckage of run-down and half-finished loves. -Ralph W. SockmanAs children we are taught to pick up our messes, we made the mess so it is our responsibility to pick it up. As parents that is what we teach our children. Their are consequences to our actions, all our actions. <br />
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If their is a spill, say an oil spill, the company responsible must pay the damages and take all necessary action to undo what they are responsible for, even it was an accident. The world holds all responsible, our judicial system holds companies, persons, responsible and their are heavy consequences for those that try to evade responsibility. Car accidents, we are liable for having insurance, taking care of anothers car. It is expected, taught and we all abide by this standard, either willingly or unwillingly. <br />
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So why then do we take no responsibility for the emotional wreckage we bestow? We blame the ones we loved and left for loving us too much, for not knowing we were going to leave, for not reading our minds and then for trying to make us feel bad about it as if it were not our responsibility at all. We cause emotions spills, and walk away as though we aren't responsible at all for hurt feelings, broken hearts, lost hope, shattered self-esteems and justify our actions so we aren't left feeling guilt. Loved ones around us even feed into our woes, helping us to be okay with leaving another persons life shattered.<br />
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t may cost thousands in therapy. What is self worth, worth? How long does it take to build back confidence? Unless their is a special pill I am unaware of that takes care of all emotional messes left by us... I believe we are responsible for cleaning up our emotional massacres as well. At helping put people back together, even if it means hard work, humbling ourselves and showing we do care we left another human in pain. It isn't easy to stay and watch the wreckage left by none other than you, even though it was most likely done on accident. It still was your fault, so step up. Show you care, maybe not in the way you once did, but don't you still have compassion for humanity?<br />
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We have all been on both sides of this situation if you have ever dated. Walking away and leaving someone to fend for themselves and figure it out is you, being heartless. That is the truth, deny it, fight it, manipulate it. You know that if you got someone into a mess you most likely will be the on most effective at helping them get out of it. Or at least at helping them to piece life back together. Take care of your emotional spills, the ones that were hurt, even if it was an accident. You could be preventing years of pain, therapy, insecurities and restore some sort of decency to humanity.Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-84233623106379227182011-06-09T12:47:00.000-07:002011-06-09T12:47:59.810-07:00“It is not true that suffering ennobles the character; happiness does that sometimes, but suffering, for the most part, makes men petty and vindictive."Pettiness. Take away your pride, strip yourself of your ego, see your life and those in it for what they are. The most important aspects of your world and life. What things get in the way of your relationships? They offended you perhaps, said something to humiliate you, they hurt your feelings by not reacting in a manner you hoped, hell even if they did what you assumed to be unforgivable.... How big of a deal was it really? Really?<br />
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You may have justified it in many ways, your were right, they need to learn a lesson, you warned them you would abandon them if they didn't comply, all in all you trick yourself into believing you had every right. You didn't. You never did. Why? Because we all do it to each other, not on purpose usually but, you are NOT exempt. So what do I suggest? Drop it. Forgive. Get over it. Stop your self loathing, self-pitying, the exploiting of their mistakes to make you look better and them look worse. Get over yourself and love. It is making your life worse and only you can save yourself from yourself. My suggestion do it. Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-68294838423204644962011-06-01T11:51:00.000-07:002011-06-01T11:21:59.665-07:00People Need Love Most When They Are The Hardest To Love<i><span style="font-size: x-large;">Because of you, I have you....</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lovely thought. You yourself are a gift to all those you meet, constantly offering up new ideas, changing perspectives and refreshing spontaneity. Because we all see so differently in our own lives based on our experiences, backgrounds, religion, people we encounter... and then forms you. Your lessons teach you, mold you, refine you. Ruin is a beautiful gift we are allowed. Ruin is the road to transformation. </span></span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: large;">Being born, brought to life we begin to become that special person, we grow, learn, love and we don't do it perfectly, we aren't supposed to. At least that is my belief. The trick is to find order in chaos, love in those you hate, to forgive the unthinkable, to go through hell and still see all the beauty around you. Give humans credit, all of em. I believe at any given time people are doing the best they know how. Maybe to some it isn't enough because they know a better way to handle life, when you find that in your mind, follow it up with the ever constant reminder; If you know something that could ease someones pain, pass it on to them. </span></span></i><i><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: large;">Don't judge. Love instead, join those that struggle and help them to see what you see, help them be okay. </span></span></i><i><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: large;">People get so used to things the way they are, even if they are bad. People have a hard time with change. People kind of give up and when they do everyone loses. People are scared of something good. It's hard, you have to keep an eye on them because people don't always know what they need. A person can fix a person.</span></span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: large;">See life for what it is, humans for what they are. Simply Love. Love, cherish, appreciate, give, and love yourself enough to receive it! Stop asking what people can do for you, they have done plenty if they have already given you the gift of their presence. Stop thinking you need to do anything but be yourself. The only thing you can do to cheapen your existence would be to deny the world of you by being someone your aren't. </span></span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: large;">Avoid the temptation to place a persons worth on vanity. How much money they have, how good do they look, how appealing are they to the worlds eye, how much fun will they give me, how will they entertain me. We pressure ourselves to fulfill these requirements and base our self worth on it. Silly really, it's like diamonds wishing to sparkle and be awed at not realizing they already are sparkling, beautiful, breathe taking diamonds, simply by being. Just as you are. By this realization, you are free</span></span></i><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div>Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-54194529146348024442011-05-29T14:28:00.000-07:002011-06-01T12:02:07.508-07:00Spirit vs. Body<div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimL-r92eUvi7A_3SZwww01pkkI0GO1ryExFQDXHLu8_RynAQOlGtBeoGebT8fivw-nQ4uq1B_tYYWawqbUxynOCFshf6-09VaswKR6HZjdH5pkVVcUICGsybT64B8Z8Xrk_Z35fTMVQuoc/s1600/trina+hospital+2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimL-r92eUvi7A_3SZwww01pkkI0GO1ryExFQDXHLu8_RynAQOlGtBeoGebT8fivw-nQ4uq1B_tYYWawqbUxynOCFshf6-09VaswKR6HZjdH5pkVVcUICGsybT64B8Z8Xrk_Z35fTMVQuoc/s320/trina+hospital+2.jpg" t8="true" width="240" /></a></div><span style="font-size: large;">My last blog I wrote before entering the hospital was about death, ironic... If I were to die tomorrow? I kinda did die, I'm not sure what constitutes death. Separation of spirit from body.... If that is your definition then yes, I died. I don't think my heart stopped, but my lungs did, my breathing did, life was gone... My heart lingered on, weakly beating and giving up too. </span><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="border-color: -moz-use-text-color; border-style: none; border-width: medium; clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Perspective. This was a new one. Watching and wondering the outcome? Will I make it? More accurately stated, will my body make it? Because I was still around. I still was alive in some way or another, aware of life and all that was going on around me. It was hard to watch, at times I wanted to close my eyes and be onto the next part because it was too painful. I stayed anyway. </span></div><div class="separator" style="border-color: -moz-use-text-color; border-style: none; border-width: medium; clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="border-color: -moz-use-text-color; border-style: none; border-width: medium; clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">I had to. At times I could feel when I would disconnect from myself because the physical pain was so frustrating. It was unbearable, I was screaming but no one could hear me, I was freezing, I couldn't control my body, and maybe I had no right to. Perhaps that was a privilege that had to be taken away from me for a while, after all I got myself into this. Not on purpose this time, accidentally. I take medication and I mixed the wrong things together, bad combination = Trina dead. Bad time to mess up. </span></div><div class="separator" style="border-color: -moz-use-text-color; border-style: none; border-width: medium; clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="border-color: -moz-use-text-color; border-style: none; border-width: medium; clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Find what is sacred to you, who you love and don't stop no matter how many mistakes they make because you make mistakes too. The only thing I could imagine being worse than hearing my parents receive the news that odds were more likely I would cease to live would be the doctor having no one to tell that news to at all. Realizing your loved ones had no idea they were loved by you. </span></div>Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-8491062240736604802011-05-28T11:54:00.000-07:002011-05-28T11:54:09.134-07:00<span style="font-size: large;">Between heaven and hell their is one place you never want to go. The hospital.</span><br />
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-Trina MarieTrina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-22887676785599662492011-05-28T11:51:00.000-07:002011-05-29T14:08:10.013-07:00Whats your Worth?What do I bring to the table?<br />
What do I offer the world? <br />
How do I make an impact in those I love all around me?<br />
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At one point or another in life I would bet we have all asked our one if not all of these questions. I know I have. It is amazing to think that we overlook the fact that we exist. I was in the hospital a week ago today, I was actually damn near dead.<br />
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No inhaling breathe, blue lips, splotchy skin, temperature dropping, I couldn't keep myself alive. I was dying. I knew how to breath but my body wouldn't do it, but I was breathing? No, he was breathing for me, I was on life support, sustaining the body which carried my soul through life.<br />
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Lucid for 5 seconds, taking all my strength I spoke my last words. "I don't want to be here, I don't want to be alive. I don't want to go to the hospital. Let me go.... Please" Taking 20 seconds, not sure what to take these words for. He prayed. <br />
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I am here, he brought me back to life. All that matters is the fact that we do exist! We live, to have dreams, to create joy, to be a flavor, a spice added to life. Without us, the world isn't complete. Diversity, personality, purely being is what makes this world so special. No one else knows how to be me, and because I am still here I'm fulfilling the biggest gift I could give to the world. I am bringing my own original, love, zest, persona, and that is valuable, being on your death bed puts a different perspective on things.Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973506081776995570.post-7516044778507621052011-05-13T16:33:00.000-07:002011-05-13T16:33:34.374-07:00If you were to die tomorrow?<span style="font-size: large;">Cliche, yes. I've told myself that is unrealistic to live everyday like it were my last. The same question refined, is what is important in your life, so important that it shouldn't go another day unattended to, or un- resolved? Do the people you love know just how much they mean to you? In this perspective what grudges are worth holding? It weeds out pettiness, selfishness, vanity, judgement, it prioritizes your life for you.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">It puts things in order quite quick, what good do grudges, ill feelings, gossip do for you? It hurts you, others too, the ones you do love. A stranger is rude it is easy to shrug off, a family member, friend, lover... it may as well of been a knife, it hurts just as bad and will take time to heal. The reason we get hurt by people is because we love them, we care about them, so when they do us wrong it hurts worse, the betrayal eats at you and it can feel impossible to forgive, to repair or build back the bridge. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Perfecting forgiveness is imperative in life in order to have successful loving relationships with any human. Because that right there is our problem, we are human, we all make mistakes, not trying to... It happens. I have offended people before and had no idea and others have to hurt me and were clueless to it. People matter, more than anything. We will disappoint one another at some point, say the wrong thing, do hurtful, seemingly unforgivable things, but we will forgive anyways because we are in no place to judge and chances are we have hurt someone too, we haven't been perfect. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">So next time you are feeling entitled, in the right, boasted up by your pride in knowing you are right, ask yourself if it is worth your relationship, that persons feelings? Ask if it's worth losing their love? Them in your life altogether. Even if you feel clearly right, and you very well may be, so what? You have been wrong before, how would you feel if it were reversed? It isn't our place to hold each other and judge, it is ours to love and forgive...</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Live every day like it matters, don't procrastinate love or allow pettiness or pride to be what ruin your relationships, the people you love. Prioritize, live on purpose. People matter most, their feelings. If I were to die tomorrow and those things were in order I'd be okay!</span>Trina http://www.blogger.com/profile/03966221198867585086noreply@blogger.com0